Swag monk

Ishq se meri kbhi bani nahi hai. Kyuki jisko maina chaahya vo mujha kabhi Milli nahi hai. Vo pal do pal ki khushi mai mujha hazaro gaam degya. Mujha akela rahna ka ek sbak degya. Mera bevjha usse dur se dekhta rahna. Vo 45min. Ki class mai  45 bar mera usse dekhna.or yuhi usse dekhta rahna. Har raat ko apna hi. Khwab sajata tha. Jisma mai khud ko Raja usse apni Rani bnata tha or saari duniya se uska liya ladh jaata tha. Pr haqiqat to kuch or hi thi. Na mai uska Raja na vo meri Rani thi. Kyuki usna meri pyar ko naa bol diya tha. Pr mai fir bhi usse pyar kare jaarha tha. Har raat mai apna hi khwab sajaye jaarha tha. Jisma mai khud ko Raja usse apni Rani bnaye jaarha tha. Mujha khud bhi yaad nahi ki mai usse pyar krta hu maina kitni bar bola hoga. Pr mujha itna pta hai ki usna mujha har bar naa hi bola hai. Kyuki... Ishq se meri kabhi bani nahi kyuki jisa maina chaahya vo mujha kabhi milli nahi...

One sided love bolo ya ektarfa ishq Hai to vo meri pehli mohabbat pehla pyar ......uski har cheez or har baat mujhe aaj bhi yaad h. Logo ke Bolne ko to maine uska no. Apne phone se delete krdiya h,  Par number  To mujhe aaj bhi yaad h... Kyuki bachpan m ratai  ABCD ki tarah maine uska no. Bhi Rat liya h. Logo ke Bolne ko to mere pass uski ek bhi photo ni h kyuki maine uski har photo ko apne phone se delete kar diya hai...  par uska chehra mujhe  aaj bhi yaad hai,  kyuki apni ankho me maine use kisi screenshot ki tarah basa liya hai... Bolne ko to uske sath bitaye palo ki mere pass na koi  photo hai na hi koi video, Par maine to un sab yaado ko ekattha  kar apna man ke  movie theatre me har raat ka show book krliya h.... One sided love bolo ya  ektarfa ishq, maine ye sab krliya h. Usko bhulaane  ki koshish m maine  use utna hi yaad krliya h.... Shayad maine fir se usse utna hi pyar krliya hai....❤

Mai ek ladka hun aur Mai janta hun ki ek ladki hona kitna mushkil hai... unke Sath hone wale  bhedbhav ko  maine dekha hai... zyada door ni apne ghar me dekha hai... Maine  socha aisa kyun hai...jo mere  liye  sahi hai, unke liye galat Kyun hai? Uska hasna galat kyun hai? uska ladko se baat krna galat kyun hai?uska apni pasand Ke kapde  pehenna galat kyu hai? Uska apne sapno ko pura krne ki sochna galat kyun hai?Uska der tak ghumna galat kyun hai? Uska paida hona galat kyun hai? Shakti K liye, dhan Ke liye or vidya Ke liye  liye tumne ek aurat Ke aage hath failaya hai... Jab vo tumhare ghar me paida hui to usko tumne bujhi si muskan K sath bojh samajh kyun apnaya hai??? Ladka paida krne Ke liye tumhe ladki chaiye...ghar Ke kaam krne Ke liye tumhe ladki chahiye...saas ki seva Ke liye, pati ki seva Ke liye tumhe ladki chahiye...  Fir kyu ladki Ke paida hone ki khushi tumne ni manayi?? Kyu hamesha ladki tumne bojh ki tarah apnai hai??